The only good thing in Sweden in winter time is the cristmas and new year

Streets are crowded with happy faces

Everyone is in  a hurry

We spend time with our families

it comes and then fast flies away again

now only waiting for a new year to come

what is your promises for the new year?

mine?

i dont know

taking care of myself now

taking care of my life

gets my feet back on the ground

have time to live

naah have to work to get money have to study to get university points

time to live maybe later

still have my life with to much to do

but have to make it work

for myself now

Tezz

Finally christmas week is here

everyone is happy

families get together

But im gonna work

have to work to get extra days off and extra money to next month

im okey with it

but sadly i have to long to go home to my family on the night

what i did last year but now its to long to do it

im happy anyway it will be good

just another week so its okey

wish i could spend it with my sisters and family and wish i could be with my love

but soon i can baby soon

just one month now only 34 days left :)

im so happy coz soon i see you again

we talk a lot so i feel near but its not the same

love you all

T

Cafe break on my work

sitting and thinking

looking out through the big window here

See all the cars passing by

like my life is passing by

still on the same chair

but its different now

i want to study again

i want to study conflicts, peace, politics and humanrights

Hoping to work on a big organisation after it to make a different in this sad world

Working now full time and studying two courses on the weekends and evenings

The history of genocide and Africa

Studying to get university points

so i can study fulltime in autumn

hoping to start studying now

time goes slow

fighting to have a life

but all i want is start studying now and have find the programs

in Sweden and Kenya

Just waiting for my time now

soon my time will come

T

So many people dont find the one

the one and only boy or girl

one heart, one love

you go through pain and hell

true love is hard to find

the speical kind

kissing many frogs before you find your special  one

You are all i need and i never let you go

so much things every couple have to overcome

but you will never succeed if you dont face the real truth

Many obstacles and temptations will come your way

But every reason of temtations are your obstacles

If you face the truth

that you self are the only one who is stopping yourself to overcome

then you will overcome

Some things you cant controll of course

But you have it in your own hands

dont waste it

Just overcome

T

Have to face you now

Coz it eating me up inside

Do i even know you anymore?

I never thought my friend with all the things she have sad could do that to someone she care about

but i guess i was wrong

i dont understand why she did it to him

what is true anymore?

tell me why?

and why act like nothing has happened?

gonna ask it today have to know

just tell me why

its up to you but i need to know...

Do you know the reason why you living?

the reason why you hang on?

what is making you smile?

when you find the reason never let it go

cherize it and treasure it

never take it for granted

why should you argue for small things

just do it

keep the fire burning

my love i love you

i will sherize you forever

and never take you for granted

never aruge for small like cleaning and what to watch on the tv

its a shame that people argue over stuff like that

yeah its sad for you that you have to clean

so sad and not thinking that people have it worser

the same about some people complain about there weight

but still eating wrong food and candy and not working out

both its the same stop complaining

take time to think what is the most important and in your life

why complain of small things then you have the biggest thing in the world friendship and love..

love all my friends, family and my one and only booo

love you

I hope we will be blessed

but the thing is

its not about being blessed

its how we are

our choices in life

our choices to staying true

our choise to never cheat and never

lie

So baby if we take that choice we always will be

there will be others that will make offeres

off course

but it still about hanging on

remember my love to you

as i will remember your love to me

so we are blessed

if we chooce to be it

nakupenda sana

always will bee

T

You think you know someone

You think the person is like you

But when the person do the things i hate the most

things that causes the most pain of all

not pain to me

but to the other part if he get to know

i cant believe that

dont understand that

with all our discussions about life

can you trust anyone?

Not even your closest friends?

And i see this al the time

why should i bee blessed this time?

Will my relationship be blessed?

Will i this time not get hurt from the one i trust and love the most?

I hope with my whole heart with every single heabeat that we are meant to be and we wont do anything stupid to each other

I hope we are one couple in the million that is blessed and can control our doing and not lie and not cheat

Baby pray for that

pray for being blessed

T