Alla inlägg under december 2009
The only good thing in Sweden in winter time is the cristmas and new year
Streets are crowded with happy faces
Everyone is in a hurry
We spend time with our families
it comes and then fast flies away again
now only waiting for a new year to come
what is your promises for the new year?
mine?
i dont know
taking care of myself now
taking care of my life
gets my feet back on the ground
have time to live
naah have to work to get money have to study to get university points
time to live maybe later
still have my life with to much to do
but have to make it work
for myself now
Tezz
Finally christmas week is here
everyone is happy
families get together
But im gonna work
have to work to get extra days off and extra money to next month
im okey with it
but sadly i have to long to go home to my family on the night
what i did last year but now its to long to do it
im happy anyway it will be good
just another week so its okey
wish i could spend it with my sisters and family and wish i could be with my love
but soon i can baby soon
just one month now only 34 days left :)
im so happy coz soon i see you again
we talk a lot so i feel near but its not the same
love you all
T
Cafe break on my work
sitting and thinking
looking out through the big window here
See all the cars passing by
like my life is passing by
still on the same chair
but its different now
i want to study again
i want to study conflicts, peace, politics and humanrights
Hoping to work on a big organisation after it to make a different in this sad world
Working now full time and studying two courses on the weekends and evenings
The history of genocide and Africa
Studying to get university points
so i can study fulltime in autumn
hoping to start studying now
time goes slow
fighting to have a life
but all i want is start studying now and have find the programs
in Sweden and Kenya
Just waiting for my time now
soon my time will come
T
So many people dont find the one
the one and only boy or girl
one heart, one love
you go through pain and hell
true love is hard to find
the speical kind
kissing many frogs before you find your special one
You are all i need and i never let you go
so much things every couple have to overcome
but you will never succeed if you dont face the real truth
Many obstacles and temptations will come your way
But every reason of temtations are your obstacles
If you face the truth
that you self are the only one who is stopping yourself to overcome
then you will overcome
Some things you cant controll of course
But you have it in your own hands
dont waste it
Just overcome
T
Have to face you now
Coz it eating me up inside
Do i even know you anymore?
I never thought my friend with all the things she have sad could do that to someone she care about
but i guess i was wrong
i dont understand why she did it to him
what is true anymore?
tell me why?
and why act like nothing has happened?
gonna ask it today have to know
just tell me why
its up to you but i need to know...
Do you know the reason why you living?
the reason why you hang on?
what is making you smile?
when you find the reason never let it go
cherize it and treasure it
never take it for granted
why should you argue for small things
just do it
keep the fire burning
my love i love you
i will sherize you forever
and never take you for granted
never aruge for small like cleaning and what to watch on the tv
its a shame that people argue over stuff like that
yeah its sad for you that you have to clean
so sad and not thinking that people have it worser
the same about some people complain about there weight
but still eating wrong food and candy and not working out
both its the same stop complaining
take time to think what is the most important and in your life
why complain of small things then you have the biggest thing in the world friendship and love..
love all my friends, family and my one and only booo
love you
I hope we will be blessed
but the thing is
its not about being blessed
its how we are
our choices in life
our choices to staying true
our choise to never cheat and never
lie
So baby if we take that choice we always will be
there will be others that will make offeres
off course
but it still about hanging on
remember my love to you
as i will remember your love to me
so we are blessed
if we chooce to be it
nakupenda sana
always will bee
T
You think you know someone
You think the person is like you
But when the person do the things i hate the most
things that causes the most pain of all
not pain to me
but to the other part if he get to know
i cant believe that
dont understand that
with all our discussions about life
can you trust anyone?
Not even your closest friends?
And i see this al the time
why should i bee blessed this time?
Will my relationship be blessed?
Will i this time not get hurt from the one i trust and love the most?
I hope with my whole heart with every single heabeat that we are meant to be and we wont do anything stupid to each other
I hope we are one couple in the million that is blessed and can control our doing and not lie and not cheat
Baby pray for that
pray for being blessed
T
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