One week in sweden

i cant take away the feeling that im not hone

this isnt my home

whats my call in life?

not to be here

honestly

when i was in kenya

i didnt miss sweden

i miss a few people of course

but when i went to sweden

it was leaving my home

my kenya

my people

i wanna do greater things in my life

now this 6 months i have to get my points at the university

so i can study again

maybe i go to kenya and study then in 6 months

i would like that

get a real education so i can work everywere to help others

my heart my soul is still in kenya

just my shape my body is here

when im lying down t sleep

when im alone

i think of you kenya

tears

pain

when will i go home again

Therese 

will you still be there

my question was

but now im wundering where am i?

home again

i fell empty

i fell cold

cold by the wheather

cold by the people

missplaced

Kenya, my dream

three times this month i have dreamt about my ex

maybe because he had his birthday for some days ago

life is strange

its like a bell that i have to watch out again

dont fall in the same trap again

strange life is

my thoughts

to much

you come and lead me away 

show me the light 

Sitter po londons flygplats och ventar po flyget hem till arlanda

ca 3 timmar kvar

verdelost och venta vill hem nu

eller inte hem jag vill till kenya igen

men eftersom jag er po veg hem vill jag vara framme nu direkt

po flygplatsen i kenya ner jag gick igenom sekerhetskontrollerna pep det so klart

mina orhengen pep sedan jackan

kom vidare

gick igenom 3 olika sekerhetskontroller

po den sista so tog jag av allt innan

de froga belte har ej belte

killen sa det er nog bhn som loter

typiskt tenkte jag nu ska jag vel ta av den ockso

men reckte med visitering och sedan fick jag go igenom men ryggsecken skulle de ockso kolla

bara typ min kamera och massa smo skit

her i london pep det ockso do gjorde de en visitering direkt istellet.

so nu er jag her i kylan hem till sverige

vill ej hem men hellre er jag hemma sover i min seng en sitter her po flygplatsen

miss u all home

pusss

Terzie

im going home again

back to sweden

im crying

saying godbye to all the children at the childrens home

crying like a baby

dont wanna go

love to bee here

gonna miss them all

missing aldready joseph, richard, bobbo, john, steven, jacal, jambi

kommer sakna barnhemmet jette mycket :(

sakna mombasa

sakna kenya

flyger 23.30 och er hemma 15.00 i sverige arlanda imorgon

mellan landar i london.

dont wanna go

but im gonna go back to kenya in the end of this year again

so long

ska nog ha joseph som mitt fadderbarn :)

han var ledsen ner jag okte det sog jag

han sog jag mest po'...

but im coming back

tears on my pillow

pain in my heart

because im leaving you

Kenya, my home

so beautiful you are

the sun kissing my skin

my home, my dream

so far away it all soon will bee

tears coming down

dont wanna go from my dream

dont wanna leave my sun

but dreams are only made for dreaming

ill come back i will

kiss

Tezz

i love the kenyan music loove it!!!!!!!!!!

love to dance to it the beats hips moves!

mina braids kallad en vit alicia keys haha yeah right :)

om en vecka denna tid so har jag landat i Sverige

strangeee

moste komma o nogot sett att ta med mig solen hem

vill ej hem och gora snogubbar!!!!

har myggbett over hela benen sexigt verre not!

Mobile dosent work

cant reach sweden

one week to go

and i do miss sweden and my loved ones much now

i miss the ones i care about

cant reach them

love kenya

have i only been here in 5 weeks?

seems like a decade

my home kenya

my home sweden

but i miss you

Helt underbart her fortfarande

jette trevliga menniskor

barnen er underbara

vetatt dom beyhover sponsorer

ska froga om det sedan

vill ha ett fadderbarn her :)

en drom som har vext fram nu er att starta ett brnhem i kenya

tillsammans med nogon annan kanske anna hon vill med :)

starta ett barnhem och driva fron sverige

och vara der flera gonger per or

underbart!

vilken bra idee

elskar barn och vill hjelpa till po nogot sett for att fo barnen fron gatan!

ska spinna po det

bless all!

Trezie som jag kallas av barnen hehe :)