when you look at me

what do you see? 

can you read my face?

Can you hear my voice

read behind the sentence

see me through 

a girl in the mirror

see me through 

Deep down i feel this way

this goes straight from my heart 

so tired to turn my other cheak around

to watch every step

to not trust

so tired

how did it end this way

so tired

maybe you tell the truth

but still analysing your every move

obeserving everyone else

every where i am im observing

only few people can open me up

but still obeserving not there

my soul left  

do you remeber the times

this old times

you believed in everyone

was naiv

now you dont know

fighting and struggeling in the way of life

want so much

but cant even help my own thougts

struggeling with my own life

Where is my soul

burning fires

make me whole 

T 

Searching and needing you in my life

honestly i want to find my inner soul

the light back into my world

to make me laugh

when i say im cool

its not the truth

im not like the rest of the girls

i just want to be my self with you 

straight from my heart

every word are

search for you and find you

in my world

give me joy and lift me up

you be the world to me

thoughts juust thoughts

searching and finding

someday

ill be blessed

T 

Jah cure So damn god!

The album True Reflection wich he wrote when he was in jail

love it love it love it

what am i longing for, love you the best songs but all is so damn god

Its my medicin my love and my energy right now

cant get enough

Lovin it!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?vefFsdUT7oq8

Tezz 

Thought I get to see your face again
But my flight got cancelled wouldnt stop raining
So two days three flights later I touchdown
But there was trouble with you family and now your outta town
And I don't like it no this aint cool
Feelin like theres something just dont want me near you

The world keeps getting in the way
Trying to get to you but it seems like everyday is something new
Baby the world keeps getting in the way
With you is where I wanna be but it just wont let me
Cuz it keeps getting in the way

Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way

And now were in the same state
But I be in the studio workin extra late (5 in the morning)
And finally I get to leave (im comin home to you)
But by the time I get there your already fast asleep
And I don't like it no this aint cool
Feelin like theres something just dont want me near you

The world keeps getting in the way
Trying to get to you but it seems like everyday is something new
Baby the world keeps getting in the way
With you is where I wanna be but it just wont let me
Cuz it keeps getting in the way

Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way

Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way

And I don't like it no this aint cool
Feelin like theres something just dont want me near you
Baby The world keeps getting in the way
Trying to get to you but it seems like everyday is something new
Baby the world keeps getting in the way
With you is where I wanna be but it just wont let me
Said it keeps getting in the way

Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way

Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way

Keeps getting in the way
Said it keeps getting in the way
Keeps getting in the way

 Flashbacks when i hear Ne-yos beautiful song. :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D8-Oh7abALk&feature=related

Juli, bara Juli

Vad tiden går sakta

2 månader kvar sen får jag åka igen till Kenya

Ner till Shilla och ner till barnen och värmen

Saknar Kenya så mycket

Dagarna på jobbet går oerhört sakta

Ska söka tjänstledigt för nästa år också

Ska börja studera

Antingen Stockholm på Södertörns högskola

Internationella relationer

Eller Göteborg Globala studier

Samma programm

Jag hoppas jag kommer in någonstans

Har sökt till hösten för att se om jag ligger bra till annars måste jag

fixa till mina betyg eller tänka om.

Får svar snart om jag kommer in

Måste skriva brev till CSN också

ska nog göra det i helgen så har jag det gjort

Denna månad ska jag leva snålt

Endast en gång ska jag åka till stockholm

Helgen då Beenieman kommer

17 july

Äntligen han är fett grym

Imorgon ska jag hem till Fagersta

Ska ta cellprov hos gynekologen

Ja,det stämmer

jag har inte varit där ännu fast jag är 24 snart

så kan det vara

men nu ska jag dit

har fått en kallelse

Ska tatuera mig imorgon också

Freedom och africa på min ankel

:)

Mycket som händer

men tiden går sakta

tills jag är där hos dig igen

Tezz